Happy New Years everyone!
Time for new beginnings and hopes.
Not like it can be as bad as last year right?
*knocks on wood*

Fun way of ending the year for me.
Got shot down by aunts, uncles, cousins, older brother, and godparents in regards to co-signing my loan application.
Probably deny it if you ask them.
Honestly, who wants to admit to turning down a family member in need?

"Why don't you just get a real job?"

Are you happy with your "real job?"
Most of the people I know in the "real world" hate their job with a passion.
I don't want the disgruntled employee, 9-5, office space bit.
I want something that povides the possibility of challenge and learning something new on a continuous basis.
One where I can grow and have an outlet for my creativity.
Something to keep my active mind busy.

If I seem desperate to get into culinary school, it's because I am.
It's the only option I can find right now that fits the criteria and offers stability financially.
Acting's too reliant on luck, something I have very little of these days.
Working my way up from intern at a radio/tv station would take too long to be financially stable enough to take over house payments.

My parents are very adamant about retiring in a few years, and they have every right to be.
They've worked REAL hard to get to where they are today and provide us w/ a quality life.
I just hope that one of these days I'll be able to properly show them my appreciation.
'Cuz it's been nothing but setbacks with me.

Sorry.
Just needed to clear my mind and didn't want to be a burden on anyone to start the New Years off with.

If love's a drug, I'm suffering from withdrawal.

The Random Quote:
"Boogity boogity boo!" - Anonymous